a new day on today is April 7th 2026

Stir in the day was really hectic at least my swelling in my foot went down and I was bothered emotionally mentally and spiritually ready today from the moment I woke up this morning at 5:00 right now it's quiet in my mind and I'm not as afraid as I was the Lord Jesus Christ saves me from the insanity that goes around in my mind even when it's not there it's there and just like Dodge in the bullet from these insane people and they have more problems than I must to do this to me so may they please be blessed by God and rebuked so I can continue with my good works for the Lord I Love you Lord you are the Lamb of God and you take away all the sins you died for my sins and me I rise with you out of sin and death thank you amen

evening prayer room

It starts that I have a prayer room and I have it and I don't have a way to close off everything and be alone but I am alone I live alone there's no one here but me but mental illness tells me that people are peering in and it's like I have an antenna on my head and they're picked up and received messages but it's crazy and I don't really try paying attention to it someday it'll all get lifted but today I want to pray for sanity to be restored to sanity and become a whole again also to keep what I have and not to think I can get better like myself the way I am and not care what others think or say just know that I'm okay just the way I am and that I can it gets better if I look for the better it will get better and I'll feel better than I do I don't feel like great about my life is it's not accomplished in any way except that it's the end of the the road

Dawn

New day dawning.

Everything is fine

 Thank you Jesus 

The sun is gonna shine.  Loving and holding peace and love in mind and heart

Time passes slowly waiting for a friend to come to share praises to God's love eternally.

Let my heart ring in and shout out Love Freedom and Peace fill us and share kindness with each person we meet today.  Greet with a hug and in thanksgiving we give you all our love to spend this day to grow in grace.  Amen

the trinity

One is the only one...

the only one one one in three the holy Trinity God the Father Jesus Christ the son and the holy Spirit the comforter amen

failure success

Looking up at the treetops through the skylight how nice everyday turns out now that you are back on your feet again gratitude of the singing hearts of things and praise and glory are are all circle lights circle of Life circle of Love circle of energy slow us down I pray ease the fast pace slow down the spinning circle let's go round and round slow down the beating of my mind in the circle of life love and energy

angelic souls

Sometimes I can see Angels sometimes I teach myself about you holy beings take time to set to know you my angelic souls sometimes Angels reveal themselves through others sometimes something moves and has Spirit of angelic healing around me sometimes nothing just a sense of well-being guardian Angel who I hold up to the race of divine heartlight tell us all everyday and in every way all is okay and let protection and well-being come to our mind bodies and heart angelic reply peace of mind is all yours granted peace and times of endless silence

what I feel

Telling you I love you as well I want to do do you feel my everlasting Love can you see the love forever and ever can you feel My Love endlessly when times are hard and thoughts are troubling you can see and feel my love in your heart can you feel My Love endlessly can you feel My Love endlessly days are filled with hopes and dreams love unseen Love and Hope as you wonder through the through thoughts of the rainbows my love is filled with colors moving within and about can you feel My endless Love Love unseen love untold

lonely loving loving it can be so lonely

Love and it can be so lonely love and it can be so lonely only loving can be the wholeness of my being constantly feeling this empty void within and around me oh love oh love so real so true that the feelings of this emotion love love and it can be so lonely love and it can be so lonely only the old lonely love oh lonely love where does it come from and where does it flow to and fro love your special gift sent from deep within ascending the sending love love but loving can be so lonely love but love can be so lonely oh love to love

Sweet Lord

Troubling times troubling times all my soul and grieving despair my sweetheart all me in my distress the world so large so many battles to conquer everywhere within and around sounds the battle of the enemy oh my sweetheart Lord is loving and healing with him going to come back in our lifetime toil and strife mother's hearts break daughters and sons seek peace and destruction oh my sweetheart Lord bring forth of being a faith and joy bring victory to this day oh my sweetheart Lord bring an end to the souring at the hands of evil men oh my sweetheart Lord bring rejoicing for the power of overcoming the battle charge oh My Sweet Lord

lighten up

Realization visualization stagnation dispense oh good oh good GG fantastic the morality of energized streaming energy flows oh good oh good she she energy flows power shall be released channels of energy clarity oh good oh good she she water flowing like a river purity and love running freely oh good she she light sparked shining the brilliant grow growing the seeds that are sown oh good oh good she she like sparking shining brilliance growing the seed that are sown oh good oh good chi chi fire violent close Sparks at night the heat and flows blood to the heart oh good oh good she she windon air breathe strength and support life flows forever never still continually moving swaying to and fro oh good she she minerals to hold and molds strengthen and console the rock is life's sturdy radiant glows oh good oh good Chichi someday it will all be utilized to fill all the hurting empty shells they will all be filled oh good oh good

come be with me

I see you're being about my mind so vivid and alive the pain is never ending I see you I hear you I feel your touch I will not let you alone and I will not forget the pain you offered to God for the salvation of all come be with me stay with me always the need is ever present I offer my mind body and soul to you my radiant lover to you my radiant lover I rejoice in you for you alone are the master of life nature and all creation adore your mighty splendor and we love to feel your will hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah allelujah stepping back and walking the light walking the way of life and and take and give glory and praise to you every step forward and back along the road to eternity

days of yesterday

Yesterday's days were filled with never-ending joy and wonder filled with awesome splendor life without worries or fear carefree how the days of yesterday's joys the days of yesterday's sorrow all the days of yesterday's glories older now and days are filled that I watch and look out around every corner of fear of steep in the heart unwelcomed are those these tears of terror of tear creeps in unnoticed life hasn't been the same since the nightmare begin oh when will it end oh when will it end oh when will the pain end Wednesdays we're never ending joy and wonder filled with lots of splendor living life carefree days of yesterday's joys days of yesterday sorrows days of yesterday's Glory

come back master

Come back to us loving Master we love you come back to us loving Master we need you you say you never leave us or where are you now loving master or our heart so hard and we cannot feel you near we are so small and you are so vast loving Master soften our hearts so we can feel you near us a loving Master come back to us living master we love you come back to us loving Master we need you you say you never leave us or where are you now loving Master let's feel your tender love once more and leave us and never leave us stay with us stay with us stay with us never leave us a living Master please be with us a loving Master we need you please feel us please protect us please care for us you are near and never leave us we've waited so long for you come through thank you for your divine presence

lady wisdom

Leading me guiding me the way of inspiration and strength within my heart you always damn guiding guard might being who alone brought to my being the gifts of the Spirit transforming me you always and raise me up to the heights of unfathomable love growing growing growing today lady wisdom your dance of the universe is the rhythm of Life the presence of joy and creativity of love you make it recognizable the harmony of light and dark work and rest pleasure and pain knowing and unknowing power and weakness seeing and believing in the unseen may I become intent on seeking your face opening to you as you stand at my doorstep listening for your every call daily finding in you my delight health prosperity honor our universe my rest

animenity

So sad sickness mental and physical spiritual imbalance functioning becomes discomfort distress and despondency heal me please I asked for this blessing from the flames master I am powerless unmanageable help me to believe that I can make this decision and become open to the Master's touch

sweet freedom

We are freedom we really want freedom for all life freedom ringing through the world what does it take to free the human race it's a real dream that we all share within and throughout our universal sphere wouldn't it be so neat to shout who and holler from the highest mountains let freedom Ring to be free of oppression animosity and grief yes Phil is here on Earth let let us melt the rage the terror and the hatred it's a dream we have we share we are freedom

cheers on us

Go fight win the victory for our America all wild and tame are granted your smile love and graces of Mercy you're very own precious lambs oh how they stray from the flock the countless number of stars gives courage and strength to the hurt suffering and broken generation oh Master Jesus and all the higher powers that ring peace in America lead us back use us for peace bring out the worst and expose transform it turn the hurts into gladness within the hearts of the war torn world in which we live the wild and attained blessings of Peace conversion of the wilders Wilder nature balance and harmonize make company in straight sheep Shepherd comes be not angry with us we are evolving and not quite a civil race make us what you want us to be Angels sing praise you allelujah and so do I

daily review

Everyday the news is so sad the death the dying terror everywhere God you are so mighty I petition you with a heart to heal the death and stop the terror please have mercy on your child Israel the fruit of your handiwork and your womb take away the tragic terror again I beg you have mercy God please my beloved hear my prayer and Grant my petition I love you please heal us receive our nation and make ReSound from all corners of the earth amen

only one

You are my love my only one there are days of endless mercy there are days of sorrow and days of Glory sometime the pieces don't fit the puzzle and it all seems to disrupting other times the pieces fall together so easily and answers just fit with you my love I am complete

I love you

You mean so much to me you open my eyes to the skies above you show me the way to ring freedom you set my being in the depths of the seas and float above to heaven full of love morning doves cool in the woods eating the seeds set out for them you are there reason and meaning I love you you come as time to renew our spirit the day dawns with a smile and there are size when you don't seem to be near our comfort isn't enough come out if you're hiding place show me show me and again I love you and you show me the ring freedom you are every moment of living and loving for me you set my soul free thank you

whenever I hear you

Oh the feeling moving through me throughout me lights my soul lightness is when I hear your laughter how I love to hear and see you smiling and laughing my senses feel the stirring radiant light beams of your laughter when I see the smile and hear the heart like turning to laughter that is my true happiness light of my soul lightness is your laughter energy surround us with happiness and our hearts with tears of laughter but the light of my soul lightness behold the depths of your laughter

7/0817

Well here I am in Ct and there it goes big crush.  I am not very good at this family social this time
wiyh bee
ing handi apped.. 😿😿
I let everyone down around me  just had to let out the deep secret in my heart how much it hurts that they all hate me..  I try year and they try and with that I get angry at there hatred and tell myself not to be bothered.. now here it is 10 yrs hidden in nc  no friends.. sick only  jesus knows know whats going to become of me and paul...  I failed miserably as a human..  so god sorry jesus mary  and family.. sorry to myself.. it just survival... day by day.. I will pray for healing praise yu I pray.

springtime

Birds are chirping cheek cheek chicka chicka chicka chicka chicka chicka surrounded by a new greenery fallen wondrous trees making a natural camouflage for the birds beauty red dress Robin lens on the on the the lettering ground rustic leaves Left behind from the winter along the road comes a precious gray cat he comes prancing ever so free by me I call him he hears and stops to search for me then in a heartbeat great cat vanishes up the trail to frighten to make contact to frighten to make contact return Greg has so we can become friends it's getting late in the afternoon on this midday May the year has a chill I'll go back indoors to the sun worms me once again for tomorrow's day I wait to behold what will unfold

starting over

Today I'm starting over this is a new blog for me again I picked up after a few years so now I'm anxious to use it cuz I have a lot of poetry and things I need to put on to somewhere that will mean a lot to me and I hope to others that find it today is March and it's about 3:00 in the afternoon so I will get back and I'm not having such a bad day but it's still a little too chilly to go out I went out there and I was forced myself to have to force myself because I was cold but I had to force myself to come home and not do what I wanted to do out of the house and not go I didn't go to the foot doctor now I'm going to go call the foot doctor for another appointment all right thank you very much talk to you soon